hi friends i m nishu .subke story padhe aaj maine ye sub pad ke lega ke mujhe bhi apne story share karne chaiye aaj mai bhi kuch kehna chate hu batana dosto aisa kyu hua mere saath......................................................................................
.mai ek simple ladke hu middle class family se belong karte hu mere 2 bhai aur 2 sis hai ye mere school time ke baat hai mujhe padne ka bahut shok tha mai kise se extra matlab nahi rakhte the na kise se bolte the mere mind me etna tha ke mujhe kuch karna hai bus apne life me mai aur ladkiyo ke jiase sundar nahi the na mujhe kuch aata tha .ek baar mai apne fri ke ghar gaye waha uske padosh me ek ladka rehta tha mere fri ne mujhe use milaya aur uske baad mai ghar aa gaye phir 2 din baad mere fri ne mujhe bataya ke wo ladka mere se dosti karna chata hai maine use manna ker diya .mere family kafe purane vichar ke hai wo ladka mere he colony me rehta hai.jub maine use manna kara uske baad wo mujhe dhika pata nahi mai kyu use etna darte the .us ladke ka dar mere dil me baith gaya mai jaha bhi jate wo mere piche aa jata aur yehe bolta ke pls ha ker do wo mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha wo na educated tha tramp boy tha .usne mere saare friends ko bhibata diya ke wo mujhe like karta hai.aise he 4 saal beet gaye maine dar ke maare bahar jana chod diya agar ghar me batai to ghar wale nahi samajhte mai jaha bhi jate her koi yehe kehta wo tere piche padha hai na mujhe bahut ganda legta jub mai 12 cls me pauche to ek baar usne mere di ka no mere fri se liya aur use pe mes ker diya ke pls ek baar baat to ker lo maine apne di ko sub bata diya mere di ne kaha ke ek baar uske baat to sun le .tub maine use se pahle baar bat ke di ke kehne pe maine use se pahle kabhi kise ladke se baat nahi ke the.us din usne mujhe kaha wo mere se bahut pyar karta hai pls use se dosti ker lu mujhe samaj nahi aaya kya karu maine use se bola ke ok mai dosti karte hu par tu pls kise se may kehna ke mai tere se baat kerte hu hum, dost rehenge .ye maine use pe pahla yakeen kara tha usne promise bhi kara phirr mai use se roz baat karte aur mera dar bhi khatam ho gay a tha 2 month ho gaye usne yehe bola pls ha ker do phir mujje lega ke mujhe use ha kehne chaiye mai ha keh di maine use bola tu kise ko mat batana phir hamari relationship start ! hue main e use bola mujhe kuch baat karne hai.mai bhi usebahut pyar karne leg gaye mujhe nahi pata thea kub kaise wo mere liye etna khas ho gayahum logo ke baatre bahut hone leg gaye wo mujhe bahut pyar karta tha par mujhe kabhi kabhi dar legta tha agar mai use kal ko na mile to uska kya hoga esliye maine use bola dekh tere aane se pahle mere life me mere parents aaye hai tu apna future bana mai apne parents se baat karunge agar unhone manna ker diya to mai kuch nahi ker sakte mai tere unhe nahi chod sakte usne kaha ok .phir mera cls me admission ho gaya usne mujhe bola mere off ke pas ek clg hai wehe admission lena maine uske liye wehe admission liya break me wo mere se milne aata tha.sub kcuh accha chal raha tha phir pata nahi use kya ho gaya usne mere se baat karna kam ker diya na wo ph karta na mes kabhi maine bahut baar pucha use use usne kabhi bataya nahi mai uske ph ka wait karte rehte wo mujhe kabhi ph nahi karta tha .mera birthday tha mai 12 baje se rat tak sirf uske ph ka wait kerte rehe usne ph nahi kiya mere birthday ke raat ko uska cal aaya maine usko bola mai kub se wait ker rehe the usne mujhe bola ke mai ab tum se relation nahi rakh sakta hu maine pucha usen bola tumne mujhe se shadi to karne hai nahi to kya pagal hu jo tere saath time waist karu maine use se bahut requet ke aisa na ker.usne bola ek sharte hai mujhe uske saaath phy relation rakhna hoga jise use yakeen hop jaye ke mai use pyar karte hu maine mannna ker diya phir usne bola ke mujhe proof do keagar tumhare parents nahi maane to tum mere liye unhe chod doge mujhe kuch samaj nahi aay kya karu maine use bola sry agar aisa hia to tu mujhe chod de...........maine usko bola bus etna bata de mere galte kya the kyu tu mere life me aaya kyu mujhe ye yakeen dilaya ke hai koi aisa jo terr sochta hai kyu aisa kara uuse din usne mujhe bahut sunaya.......aur mai kuch na keh sake mer baaat use band ho gaye uske next day mere friends mere ghar aaye unhone mere se pucha kya hua maine kabhi kise se kuch share nahi kara par use din mere dost ne batay! a ke tu jhe kya legta hai hame nahi pata tera relation th colony ke her ladke ko pata hai tere baare me maine un se puhca tumhe kisen bataya tunb mere dosto ne batay ke use ne jub tune first time use bat ke the na usne apne dosto ko us din bata diya tha aur tere se jootha promise kara us din mera dil toot gaya.mujhe samaj nahi aaya ye kyu ho raha ye kya ho gaya kaise maine kise pe etna yakeen ker liya kaise apna dil de diya use....phir maine apne aap ko sambaal liya par usne pata nahi her kise ko mere baare me kya kya keh diya usne mere cls me bhi dost bana liye the mai cls jate waha pe her koi mujhe kehta wo aapka b.f tha na aapka break up kyu hua kehe bhi mai jate her koi yehe puchta usen pata nahi subko kya kya keh diya mujhe khud se nafart hone leg gaye the mera cls se bhi man bhar gaya tha mai ab kise se nahi bolte hu dar se legta hai dil me ek kehe phir se aisa hua to...........ek din mai bahut upset the mujhe uske bahut yad aa rehe the mere se raha nahi gaya maine socha ek baar ek mauka aur dete hu sahayd mere kuch galte ho ek baar use se baat karte hu ..maine use mor me 7 baje ph kara usen pick nahi kara raat ho gaye mai use [ph karte rehe pure din bhar usne ek ph pick nahi kara phir mere fri ne kaha mai use se baat karte hu ,ujhe confressing me le liya aur mere fri ne baat ke aur usne mer fri ko bola mai uske layak nahi hu .mai to just pata raha tha use mai koi pyar nahi karta use mere fri ne pucha p[hir 4 saal to tune uska wiat kyu kara usne bola maine apne dosto se sharte lagai the ke es s ha bula ke rehunga ye pahle ladke hai jisen mujhe manna kara bus esliye wo mer piche padha tha use koi pya r nahi tha mujhe se .mere friend ne bola ek baar to us ke baar e me soch leta uske kya galte the.ye sub baate maine sune khud aur use samay dosto pucho mat mer kya haalat the.aur us pata hai kya tha us din maine uske liya karwa chot ka fast rakha tha first time mai subah se use se ph ker ke ye batana chate the ke mai uske bina nahi reh sakte wo mere liye bahut imp hai......bus phir kya tha pure raat bhar yehe! sochte rehe kay yehe hota hai pyar yehe hota hai trust.bus us dinse ab na kise se extra bolte hu aisa legta hai wo nishu kehe gum ho gaye wo hamesha haste rehte the masti mazak karte rehte the yehe hai dosto mera pahla pyar mera kise pe pahla yakeena .mere sapne jo kise ke liye dekh liye the us din sub khatam ho gaya tha bus yehe hai mere pas batane ko pls kise ka dil mat todna kabhi bahut dard hota hai